I'm trying to get a grip of reality, process the fact that the past months have flown by. Summer feels long gone, it's almost been a year since Ingrid and I spent those autumn days in my room planning for our up-coming trip, what happened with time?
A part of me would love to turn back time, be that terrified young girl with all the adventures yet to come, knowing everything I know now, all the experience and adventures I've been trough, I'd gladly do it all again. I guess that's why September this year does not feel welcoming at all, I feel somewhat lost. Isn't it a bit ironic that my problem is not "can I do that?", rather what shall I choose? Since when did choosing and the chance to have opportunities to wander the world become a problem? Yes, it's truly ironic.
A year ago, my biggest fear was to get on the plane, not knowing what the world had to offer me, one year later, the knowledge of knowing how easy it is to get on a plane, and take off is more thrilling than terrifying.
A part of me would love to turn back time, be that terrified young girl with all the adventures yet to come, knowing everything I know now, all the experience and adventures I've been trough, I'd gladly do it all again. I guess that's why September this year does not feel welcoming at all, I feel somewhat lost. Isn't it a bit ironic that my problem is not "can I do that?", rather what shall I choose? Since when did choosing and the chance to have opportunities to wander the world become a problem? Yes, it's truly ironic.
A year ago, my biggest fear was to get on the plane, not knowing what the world had to offer me, one year later, the knowledge of knowing how easy it is to get on a plane, and take off is more thrilling than terrifying.
"Your Journey has moulded you for the greater good. It was exactly what it needed to be. Don't think you've lost time. It took each and every time you have encountered to bring you to now. And now is right on time. " - Asha Tyson
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