Monday, January 7, 2013

Believe!

I'm in some kind of dull mode, living, but at the same time not, hopefully that ends this week. Things are slowly turning back to normal, and this is the first week I've been able to eat almost two meals a day. Yesterday, I even drove our own car, for the first time after the accident a few weeks ago.Working progress in other words.
Everyone believes in me, sending me wonderful, good thoughts, supporting me, and letting me know that they are there for me. It means the world to me, and it's time for me to start believing in myself, and let go of the fear. To remind me of moving forward, after New Year, I decided to make a mind-map of things I wish to accomplish, get better at, or start with. Dreams, wishes, hopes. Things with myself, work, travels, places I want to go, friends and family are included. A part of me believes that once it out there, in the open, black and white, there might be a bigger chance of things happening.
One might look at the list and see a few of the things as simple, thinking what's the big challenge? But for me, it's  literally like climbing a mountain. I'm determined that this year is going to be as good, or actually, let me rephrase that, this is year is going to be so much better! I believe in that.
Photo taken by Gus Benke
"Don't let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swaps of the not quite, the not yet and the not at all. Do not let the hero in your perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists. It is real. It is possible. It is yours."

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